Where am I at wit mine? Idk. I have a plan, a goal, a destination but I can't FUCKIN GET THERE!!!!!!!!!!! Have I been barking up the wring tree? Have I been nitpicking at the wrong people all these years? I'm in a place where I know what I want but it's pulling away from me. What's wrong with me? Maybe I've been my own problem all this time.... I haven't felt this way in a VERY long time. I don't know what to do anymore.... Help.....
I am a man chasing his own mind. I am a heart chasing its lover and its owner. I m love with no one to completely understand. I am me..... Please read and post as your heart dictates.
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Saturday, June 18, 2011
MindBlown
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Idk
TBC.......
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Shower Thought
Shower Thought
You ever wondered if the men and women that run corporations did it by screwing each other? I always wondered..... People have "shagged" to get to the top, but is it right? Who knows? The American dream has converted from 40 acres and a mule to wanting a Bentley, a driver and a lot of fucking money. Who wants to be happy when money is all we worry about?
Interesting
Listening to this bird chick in my ear yellin
Makes me see that we need to stop stressin
Over some of the stupid shit we do
What you think? You not gettin hurt, fool?
Saturday, May 28, 2011
The Destroyer
I didn't even see it coming this time. Always catches me off guard and always does some damage..... The Destroyer was a bad mindset that came over me, specifically during my relationships to screw them over. As I grew up, it got worse. The main reason I took a break from relationships back in 2009 was to try and destroy the destroyer. Obviously, if I'm writing this, then it has shown its ugly face again. This time, my jokes have made my life hell. This current relationship is the blood that keeps me going. It was for this reason that I took a break and worked on me. But as I thought about it, since she won't speak to me, my test of character has begun early. By God's grace, I will pass because I love her.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
The decisions we make
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Shower Thought
You ever wondered if the men and women that run corporations did it by screwing each other? I always wondered..... People have "shagged" to get to the top, but is it right? Who knows? The American dream has converted from 40 acres and a mule to wanting a Bentley, a driver and a lot of fucking money. Who wants to be happy when money is all we worry about?
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Growing Up
The White Knight
Grey Hairs of the Heart
Sunday, January 2, 2011
The New Year Through My Eyes
White Knight in a dark time.......
Dueces