Interesting

Listening to this bird chick in my ear yellin
Makes me see that we need to stop stressin
Over some of the stupid shit we do
What you think? You not gettin hurt, fool?

The Destroyer

I didn't even see it coming this time. Always catches me off guard and always does some damage..... The Destroyer was a bad mindset that came over me, specifically during my relationships to screw them over. As I grew up, it got worse. The main reason I took a break from relationships back in 2009 was to try and destroy the destroyer. Obviously,  if I'm writing this, then it has shown its ugly face again. This time, my jokes have made my life hell. This current relationship is the blood that keeps me going. It was for this reason that I took a break and worked on me. But as I thought about it, since she won't speak to me, my test of character has begun early. By God's grace, I will pass because I love her.

The decisions we make

Do you think that the choices we make are what decide our lives or do other peoples choices matter??? I was watching The Adjustment Bureau and this question came to mind.  To watch the movie and see how their lives would be altered by the fact that they were together was crazy.  He wouldn't be able to be the President and she wouldn't be able to be the greatest choreographer in the world.  The question that pops into my mind is: does love really mean as much as you think it does?  This movie portrays love as the destruction of your dreams, but I disagree.  Life has so many ups and downs so that love gets forgotten in the shuffle.  Is love really important?  Can we rely on that emotional roller coaster to make our lives meaningful??  Looking back in life, I realized that love teaches the most lessons...

Shower Thought

You ever wondered if the men and women that run corporations did it by screwing each other? I always wondered..... People have "shagged" to get to the top, but is it right? Who knows? The American dream has converted from 40 acres and a mule to wanting a Bentley, a driver and a lot of fucking money. Who wants to be happy when money is all we worry about?

Growing Up

Life is a time where you get burned, and then you survive. It isn't something that we ever expect to do, but it happens. We go through life watching our parents wake up every morning, get dressed, and go to work. Sometimes they're happy, but most of the time, they aren't. We never wonder why.... and then we start school and understand that things won't be fed to us anymore. We now have to work to get anything we want and since then, we haven't liked it. What choice do we have? Life is made to give you choices that will not only better you, but make you grow as well. I have to admit that my mother was a great woman. She taught me how to function, even while under adversity, stress, and many other things. She also taught me how to pay attention to others needs. She helped me grow up. My life growing up wasn't what I expected of it, but I've had to roll with the punches somehow. No one can make the claim that every decision they made was a good one, but we all have had to make them to survive.... to grow. I hope that when I start my family that I can prepare my children so that their growing process was a little smoother than mine. I also have to give thanks to the wonderful people in my life, friends and loved ones alike, living or passed. Every single one of you have impacted me to grow and I thank you all. I will continue to grow and hopefully prosper in this life.

The White Knight
Grey Hairs of the Heart

The New Year Through My Eyes

2011.... A New Year and a new look on life, right? Well, to hell with that.  After saying my Happy New Year to friends and family, I wake up to hearing that my grandmother passed. What a hit, a blow, an idk...... I don't know what to think, other than life is supremely short. We sit here and wait and think that we have time.... We have time to fall in love... We have time to get that perfect job in life... We have time to get the 40 acres and the white picket fence.... And then life kicks us in the crotch and we have to be real.... That one day we can wake up and someone might be missing in our lives... It hurts a lot, don't get me wrong... Don't wait for time to get yourself together..... Do it now... 2011 is a year of Extreme Change, so don't expect life to flow how it is supposed to... It's just gonna roll and change whenever it feels like it... So enjoy your life while it is before you... Get right with God this year, my peoples. Lord knows I'm trying....

White Knight in a dark time.......

Dueces

Father Tips from the movie Taken

I just watched one of the best father/daughter movies in a while. Lol just kidding but this movie was fantastic just the same.  The movie Taken shows how being an overprotective father isn't a bad thing. Yea, of course, we don't need to be putting bullets in people, but the concept is the same: protect the daughter, by any means necessary. Ironically, some mother/son relationships don't flow the same. In father/daughter relationships, the daughter finds out at some point what she did wrong, but some sons don't ever find out. Sucks to be us, huh. Yea, I know. Not everyone suffers, but to those who have, I extend my hat to you. You are still breathing. Some of us aren't somewhere in the world. Not all of us could take that. We all need an outlet. Some turn to drugs, others turn to friends, who might do two things: help or hurt. Don't get me wrong, all friends are out there to help.  Not all friends help correctly, and that's how the end up hurting people. Some friends help with advice and support, others help with drugs and other alterior things. Who knows... Just be careful out there. And to all those who are daughters and had good fathers, give them a big hug.  To those who had bad fathers, tell him about himself, in front of the family ( after you told your mother first).

Dueces,

White Knight