Shower Thought

You ever wondered if the men and women that run corporations did it by screwing each other? I always wondered..... People have "shagged" to get to the top, but is it right? Who knows? The American dream has converted from 40 acres and a mule to wanting a Bentley, a driver and a lot of fucking money. Who wants to be happy when money is all we worry about?

Growing Up

Life is a time where you get burned, and then you survive. It isn't something that we ever expect to do, but it happens. We go through life watching our parents wake up every morning, get dressed, and go to work. Sometimes they're happy, but most of the time, they aren't. We never wonder why.... and then we start school and understand that things won't be fed to us anymore. We now have to work to get anything we want and since then, we haven't liked it. What choice do we have? Life is made to give you choices that will not only better you, but make you grow as well. I have to admit that my mother was a great woman. She taught me how to function, even while under adversity, stress, and many other things. She also taught me how to pay attention to others needs. She helped me grow up. My life growing up wasn't what I expected of it, but I've had to roll with the punches somehow. No one can make the claim that every decision they made was a good one, but we all have had to make them to survive.... to grow. I hope that when I start my family that I can prepare my children so that their growing process was a little smoother than mine. I also have to give thanks to the wonderful people in my life, friends and loved ones alike, living or passed. Every single one of you have impacted me to grow and I thank you all. I will continue to grow and hopefully prosper in this life.

The White Knight
Grey Hairs of the Heart

The New Year Through My Eyes

2011.... A New Year and a new look on life, right? Well, to hell with that.  After saying my Happy New Year to friends and family, I wake up to hearing that my grandmother passed. What a hit, a blow, an idk...... I don't know what to think, other than life is supremely short. We sit here and wait and think that we have time.... We have time to fall in love... We have time to get that perfect job in life... We have time to get the 40 acres and the white picket fence.... And then life kicks us in the crotch and we have to be real.... That one day we can wake up and someone might be missing in our lives... It hurts a lot, don't get me wrong... Don't wait for time to get yourself together..... Do it now... 2011 is a year of Extreme Change, so don't expect life to flow how it is supposed to... It's just gonna roll and change whenever it feels like it... So enjoy your life while it is before you... Get right with God this year, my peoples. Lord knows I'm trying....

White Knight in a dark time.......

Dueces

Father Tips from the movie Taken

I just watched one of the best father/daughter movies in a while. Lol just kidding but this movie was fantastic just the same.  The movie Taken shows how being an overprotective father isn't a bad thing. Yea, of course, we don't need to be putting bullets in people, but the concept is the same: protect the daughter, by any means necessary. Ironically, some mother/son relationships don't flow the same. In father/daughter relationships, the daughter finds out at some point what she did wrong, but some sons don't ever find out. Sucks to be us, huh. Yea, I know. Not everyone suffers, but to those who have, I extend my hat to you. You are still breathing. Some of us aren't somewhere in the world. Not all of us could take that. We all need an outlet. Some turn to drugs, others turn to friends, who might do two things: help or hurt. Don't get me wrong, all friends are out there to help.  Not all friends help correctly, and that's how the end up hurting people. Some friends help with advice and support, others help with drugs and other alterior things. Who knows... Just be careful out there. And to all those who are daughters and had good fathers, give them a big hug.  To those who had bad fathers, tell him about himself, in front of the family ( after you told your mother first).

Dueces,

White Knight

Where you need to be...

The sky, so serene, yet so calming and wishing that we were there to experience it.

The sand, relaxing and hot in the sun, relaxing and cool during a night like this.

The water, flowing, yet there's a destructive force tamed by the sand and the sky.

Combine them and you have a moment in time so vivid and fresh that it can define your life.

Integrate them and you will have an instantaneous, emotional, fiery, compassionate scene that is the epitome of everything you have ever felt in your life...

Only thing missing is you, Boomsuga....

Signed, 

The White Knight 

Why I miss him...

As the days turn to weeks, months, and years, the amount of advice I need doesn't change.  I still need guidance because life doesn't make it any easier to live without a male role model. I already know what most of you are thinking: get over it. Well, I fucking haven't and I can guarantee that most of you have a family member in your life that you've lost and that YOU can't get over. So, I still miss my brother more than breathing.  Not everyone understand, but IDGAF, honestly.  I still need someone to look up to and to understand why shit is the way it is. I still don't get it most of the time... Don't judge me........ Deuces.

My eye

I wonder what I see when I look through the camera lens.  Then, I load the pictures to my computer, and it begins to make sense.  I have begun to believe that photography might be my calling, besides psychology and massage therapy. I feel at ease when holding a camera.  It's as though the camera finds and speaks the words that I could never find, think, or formulate.  As the shutter closes, the words are set in a state that I can mentally translate into rivers and oceans of emotion that haven't had an outlet in millennium (even though I haven't been alive that long).

As the stairs of life lose their shade, we have to wonder if we can still climb to our dreams.  How can we make it to the top? Can we walk it? Can we bring the color back?

Does your road through life look like this? Monotone and colorless? Well what you have to do is find what brings color to your life, whether it is a significant other (insert girlfriend, boyfriend, husband, or wife name here) or a hobby (like jewelry making).

Find the rose in your life that illuminates the dark parts in your life.

Find the purity that makes waking up in the morning something worth it.

This is what My eye sees......