Which one to choose?????
Which path to take????
All I know is that I don't want to cause any pain.....
Then why do I feel like I'm going insane!!!!
My heart, soul, and mind are all going batty. All confused because I don't know..... Some people say that "IDK" isn't a response, but the truth of the matter is that it is. A person reaches a point in his/her life when they really don't know. What am I supposed to do?? There isn't a rule book on life and emotions and relationships and people and love and pain. There's only experience, and even that's a hassle because so many people become "damaged goods" because of experience.
My heart feels like a wet rag that was never hung out because there was always something to clean..... wet, used, discarded, unwanted..... but yet people act as though they do...... but the memories come back..... of all the pain...... the tears, shed for no reason....... the anger, resentment, torment, abuse.... all because of emotions that we can't understand......
I AM CONFLICTED.........
