Which one to choose?????
Which path to take????
All I know is that I don't want to cause any pain.....
Then why do I feel like I'm going insane!!!!
My heart, soul, and mind are all going batty. All confused because I don't know..... Some people say that "IDK" isn't a response, but the truth of the matter is that it is. A person reaches a point in his/her life when they really don't know. What am I supposed to do?? There isn't a rule book on life and emotions and relationships and people and love and pain. There's only experience, and even that's a hassle because so many people become "damaged goods" because of experience.
My heart feels like a wet rag that was never hung out because there was always something to clean..... wet, used, discarded, unwanted..... but yet people act as though they do...... but the memories come back..... of all the pain...... the tears, shed for no reason....... the anger, resentment, torment, abuse.... all because of emotions that we can't understand......
I AM CONFLICTED.........
i apologize for the confusion you are for feeling. my heart is hurting and like yours it too needs healing. all i want is for you to have peace of mind. so that you will be able to leave your past mistakes behind. so dear Knight i want your spirit to be at rest. and to have faith, for you are forever blessed.
ReplyDeleteThere are several books on this topic, some of which make sense while others are a complete waste of time. I can't recommend any because I haven't read them. Life as a human being will always be a confusing experience because it requires interaction with other people who are just as confused if not moreso. You need to be confident in yourself as a person and know who you are before establishing a friendship or relationship with another.
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